glossary of terms

fyi,
nilakandi = blue sky, azure, sapphire blue
blew, blow = pukulan keras, kemalangan, bertiup, berhembus, terengah-engah
blue = biru, murung, sedih, tidak senonoh, cabul

Trilogy of

Jika kita tdk pernah tau apa yg selama ini telah kita lakukan dgn sebaik mungkin dan segenap kemampuan adalah hal yg tidak cukup baik di mata para pembuat keputusan dan org2 yg memiliki kekuasaan, maka apa yg bisa kita lakukan?
No sign, no warning, it's just hit you right on your solar plexus, all at once. And it’s done, no longer as a consideration.

siiiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh………………………

it feels like an accused on a never exist trial, a verdict of guilty on you, INCAPABLE!

Here is the trilogy…

Moved out to smaller town, farther, desolate;
Credited minimum annual allotment;
Got minimum raise of wage.

Am I that bad?
…and it’s worse, I don’t believe myself, when I realized that I classified the same as the rebels!
Am I whole that jerk??

Those things are annoy me terribly.

I don’t pretty care if I got degrading of my workplace, but, I got to get out from my comfort zone…that’s hit me most.

If it’s sound like I don’t grateful for what I’ve got right now, then let it poke me.

you (wearing that dress) and him uploaded picture

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do
that

...then see those comments...

...and now, i am not okay...